像極了洩了氣的氣球般
老爸突然坐在床邊把我抱的很緊很緊,緊到我的顫抖全傳到他的身上
我整個人窩進他的胸膛,也讓他的氣息將我團團包圍
這一刻,滿心安適親暱的幸福感隨著擁抱飛入我的鼻尖
深吸一口氣,調整好臉上的表情,調適好情緒朝老爸兀自笑開來
小小的酒渦就藏在我有絲咕噥不設防的笑容裡
然,酸意不斷湧上,從心頭蔓延到眼睛、鼻子
我氣自己幹嘛要哭,眼淚一流,偽裝起來的瀟灑都逃之夭夭
唇角佯裝的笑意未達老爸的眼
老爸有些老邁的嗓音,輕柔的飄散在耳裡叮嚀再叮嚀
我捂著嘴,眼裡泛著淚光暗自咬唇
那哭聲,在胸臆中極度壓抑著
可不住抖動的雙肩卻一再洩漏出我的離情悲傷
忽然有種呼吸不過來,好難受、好悶的窒息感襲來
老爸,謝謝你這一個多月來的擔心與照顧
也謝謝你包容我因疼痛而發的脾氣
我會乖乖的養傷、復健,然後平安地回台灣去當你的乖女兒
祝你一路順風
Extreme ways
Extreme ways are back again
極端的我又回來了
Extreme places I didn't know
無涯的盡頭,我想知道
I broke everything new again
我再次拋棄了所有新的一切
Everything that I'd owned
每一樣我曾擁有的東西
I threw it out the windows, came along
都從窗口丟掉了,獨自一個走出來
Extreme ways I know, will part
極端的我將會再度分離
The colors of my sea
蔚藍的海啊!!
Perfect color me
是我專屬的顏色
Extreme ways that help me
極端的習性幫了我
They help me out late at night
幫我度過最近的夜晚
Extreme places I had gone
我曾走過的陌路
But never seen any light
從來沒見過一絲希望
Dirty basements, dirty noise
骯髒的地下室,吵雜的聲音
Dirty places coming through
從污穢的地方傳來
Extreme worlds alone
一個寂寞極端的世界
Did you ever like it planned
你還會喜歡這個世界嗎?
I would stand in line for this
我還是會繼續堅持下去
There's always room in life for this
總會有個地方接納這個極端的我
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
結果它失敗了....失敗了....
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
結果它失敗了....失敗了....
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
結果它失敗了....失敗了....
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Like it always does, always does
還是跟以往一樣....永遠都是這樣
Extreme songs have told me
極端的音樂告訴我
They held me down every night
每個晚上,都一直壓抑著我
I didn't have much to say
我已經無話可說
I didn't give up the light
我不會放棄這個希望
I closed my eyes and closed myself
我閉上我的眼,我的心靈也封閉了
And closed my world and never opened
然後與世隔絕,不再接觸它了...
Up to anything
任何事都一樣....
That could get me at all
都到此為止吧....
I had to close down everything
我必須逃離每件事情
I had to close down my mind
必須封閉我的思想
Too many things to cover me
太多事情煩惱著我
Too much can make me blind
使我越來越盲目
I've seen so much in so many places
我看過太多應果循環
So many heartaches, so many faces
太多心痛的臉孔
So many dirty things
太多的黑暗面
You couldn't even believe
你可能都不會相信
I would stand in line for this
我還是會繼續堅持下去
It's always good in life for this
總會有個地方適合這個極端的我
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
結果它失敗了....失敗了....
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
結果它失敗了....失敗了....
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
結果它失敗了....失敗了....
Oh baby, oh baby
喔,寶貝啊,寶貝
Like it always does, always does
還是跟以往一樣....永遠都是這樣